At What Point Did You Realize How Single You Are?

My answer would be when I had a dream the other night where a cute guy put his arm around me and we walked around for a bit and he asked if it was ok. I said yes and my dream ended then I couldn’t sleep for hours because I kept replaying the dream in my head. I just want one guy to do that or hold my hand or something and then I will be happy. But with Valentine’s Day around the corner, I see everyone together and it reminds me how single I am.

Every day. Whenever I see a group laughing. Whenever I see a young man and woman doing PDA as if they were the only two people there. This accursed day on an accursed Monday. I would just like to make peace with this reality. I know I’m not the right person to be around others or have kids, so I just won’t. Everyone has their own problems anyway, how can I force others to deal with my problems. An inanimate object does better for me than any person ever would.