Hey Pandas, How Are You Holding Up/Whats Bad In Life?

I’m still struggling with my anorexia, some days I eat lots, and some days I don’t eat much. It’s a struggle to survive every day. I say I’m getting better, but I’m actually still suffering, but I’m eating a bit more now.

My wrist hurts. Like, an insane amount. I literally can't pick up an empty cup without it throbbing and hurting even worse. I literally can't so anything. I am getting an mri this weekend, but I really wish my insurance had let me get the mri in April when my doctor originally scheduled it.

I might have breast cancer haha. The lumps aren’t leaving lol. Also I’m hating food more and more but I’m still eating it sometimes Even though it makes me wanna die hahahahaha.

The good: I’m getting my homework completed and my project drafts are all submitted and I’m submitting my Math Final project tomorrow

The bad: my confidence in writing the exams has dropped and I feel like quitting school at times because the exams aren’t structured properly so I won’t be able to score well even if I know the answers