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I just recently identified myself as bisexual. I’ve told only about 4 of my very close friends, not including people online. I’m really scared to come out to EVERYBODY, especially my Christian family, since pride is one of the seven sins. Thanks for letting me rant about my anxiety. Enjoy the rest of your day.

I am very happy and excited. I have finally bought a electric scooter to help me with my disabilities. I am sad that I need it but it has opened so many possibilities. I am now in a terrace enjoying the sun; I hadn't gone out "for fun" in more than 2 years. I am exausted but really happy.

to Ian,
I miss you and I hope you are doing well. For 11 months, you made me the happiest girl in the world. I don't care if we were "dating" or just friends but you truly meant the world to me. You were the first person I though of in the morning and the last before I went to sleep. I'm sorry that you didn't think we would work out and that we aren't close any more. All the best

Okay, even tho I made this, I need help. So I am really paranoid, like, REALLY paranoid. I can't sleep at night, Im afraid to be alone, I don't wanna go outside, and I hate it. I just wanna be normal and not be afraid of anything, but I'm so afraid all the time of everything, like I'm afraid of fire, needles, ocean, kidnapping, rape, murder, and if I go outside, what if I get kidnapped? What if I fall in a fire? What if someone is stalking me? What if people are watching me? And i dont wanna tell the people i know because people see me as this pretty, perfect girl with a perfect life and a lot of money, and I don't want people to know I have these weird problems. What if they think I'm crazy? Am I crazy? What of I get a therapist and they send me to a metal hospital? (Surprise, I'm afraid of those to!) What do I do? How can I stop? Please, I really need to get over this.

My ex-girlfriend was very um controlling. My friends kept telling me to leave them and I tried to but she made me feel like I couldn't do any better than her. Then I found out she was cheating on me with a guy, which she tried to deny, then after a week she started randomly texting me and telling me that her boyfriend broke up with her. Then she asked me if we could get back together but I always told her no and then she would bring me down and feel like crap so I started self-harming. I'm trying to stop but it's so hard cuz my ex keeps texting me, even after I blocked her she still seems to get to me, whether it's being through my friends or just even thinking about her and the whole situation.

i think my crush likes me and its making me think im selfish for thinking that, or maybe they dont and just PANIC

My dog (profile pic) is 15.5 years old and I am terrified of losing her, I can't stand the thought of her crossing that rainbow bridge. I'm crying just typing this. Her health is deteriorating and I don't know how I will live without her.

I'm so drained every single day from smiling and acting fine and then all I can do when I get home is collapse onto my bed and then i cant even sleep because I have problems with that. I was getting help but a couple weeks ago she told me that I was to underweight and that I should weigh myself and eat more I deleted her number from my phone but she messaged me again and I don't want to tell her that don't want to talk to her I've been having self harm problems and I stopped but now I can't stop thinking about it and I'm always scratching myself and it's left marks on my hand and when I was a kid my dad used to hit me and my brother but I don't know if it's abuse and now I flinch whenever anyone yells at me and i get all tense ready to take a hit and I don't want to talk about it with anyone oh also the therapies I was with before told me I could tell her anything but then told me she couldn't do anything when I asked her to help and I don't know what to do because I'm scared of everything all the time

My cousins were in foster care, and my parents had a court zoom today. My family wanted my cousins to be with us, but their moms friend wanted them also. My cousins are living with the friend starting at the end of this month.

I keep having panic attacks at school and keep being sent to the nurse because i cant calm down
idek whats wrong i just? keep? having them?
i hate it and idk how to stop them
im usually good at controlling them but these are really bad