Hey Pandas, What’s A Good Name/Motivate Me?

Sorry if this is a weird ask, I’m planning to come out as genderfluid. 2 of my best friends already know and my ex-best friend was super transphobic, so I’m scared.

My best friend calls me el, as my name is Eleanor. I’ve thought of Elliot and Ellis and I kind of like them, but I want something that starts with el or ends with el.

Also, I’m so scared to come out I don’t want to deal with judgement or bullying or anything.

Again, sorry if this is weird or too personal, but I need help!