This is a big one for me. I never wanted to get married and I really sucked at emotional connections. I have alot of trauma and mental illness that makes me very difficult to deal with at times when it becomes too much to handle. I am chaos and volatile at times. He is the calm in the storm. I made sure I pulled out every stop to try and scare him off. He is a healthy well adjusted not mentally unstable person and not toxic. The moment I told him he should just cut his losses and leave before I hurt him or ruined things he looked me dead in my eyes and told me shut the f*k up I'm not going anywhere. He has been by my side everyday since through all of my bs. I even married him and really started dealing with my issues in healthier ways thanks to him. He literally saved me from myself without trying to.
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