Hey Pandas, What's The Weirdest Thing You Do In Secret? (Closed)

scream into a pillow to my heart's content.

Having fake conversations with my old friend I haven't seen in 6 years. (Such as pretending we meet at a walgreens randomly in 20 years.)

Crying for beautiful things

I make ugly weird faces by squishing my face into my neck to have double/triple chins and then release, looking at my skinnier face from what I just had. Ngl it gives me a boost of confidence

I talk to / with myself....like, a lot.. can even have full blown discussion with fictional me. It's not hearing voices or psychose, I just respond as if someone asked something.

Daughter of a friend heard me once, scared the crap out off her 😁

I talk to myself when i am alone lmao

Stick stuff down my throat to attempt throw up if I am afraid I ate too much. It never works, and I am left with guilt on overeating. I want to get better but I don’t want to fall behind in school because I had to go to a hospital. As long as I’m a healthy weight I’ll keep doing this.

Two sided conversations with myself. I will verbalize one side, the other side is in my head.

i listen to 10 hours of hey ya by outkast

I touch my 13 year old daughter while she is sleeping and even spy on her while she is in the shower i sometimes jerk off to her