Hey Pandas Whats The Worst Thing That Has Happened To You?

I was molested by a family member when I was 8, raped when I was 14 but the worst thing was losing my mum

My 'friend' left me to hang out with the cool kids and I quote "You're not like them, you're not going to get me popular." I never talk about it with my other friends but I am now paranoid of them leaving me. I know she was just using me but I still miss her a bit. She was good company.

Well I don’t wanna seem like a downer but I didn’t have a great childhood, I don’t remember most of it but I have random spotty memories. Also betrayal by a “friend”, anxiety attacks, mental health problems, and family drug issues. I deal with that last bit by making drug jokes and it doesn’t help. I’m kind of a jerk. I’m working on being better.

My brother had finally decided to to get sober at 60yo. I came to pick him up at 6:30 am. He was laying at the bottom of the stairs. The ambulance took him to the emergency room where the removed a large bit of damaged brain tissue. He did come to a month later but would need care the rest of his life. I arranged hospice and then the morning he was to be transferred, he died. Longest, hardest 6 weeks of my life.