Hey Pandas, Whats Your Saddest Childhood Memory

when i was little i had a girlfriend and i waited all year for her to kiss me. needless to say, she didn't. i was heartbroken.

I watched my dog get run over and there was nothing I could do. My mom was standing at the open front door, talking to a neighbor in his car. He moved the car forward just as my dog spotted a squirrel across the street. The dog ripped out of the house at just as the car was moving, at the exact wrong moment. Our neighbor brought the dog into the house and I kept saying “mommy! She’s moving, mommy!” And my mom had to explain it was part of the dying process. Our neighbor felt so bad, but really, it was an intersection of events. Took me years to get over it.

The day my great grandma died of cancer, I still have not emotionally recovered from it. Fast forward to late 2021 my great great aunt died (she was my great grandma’s sister who also died of cancer). I went to her funeral and I just cried for the entire funeral. I like to think that my great grandma visits me and my baby cousin from heaven to visit me and to meet the new great grandchild, it’s really sweet and sad but oddly comforting in a way that makes me smile when being happy is impossible. Miss you Gee-Gee! Gee-Gee is what I called her.

I was in my mom's livingroom building a kit car, dad knocks on the door to pick me up. I fought like hell but my mom pryed my fingers from the front door frame and told me that this was the last time I would ever see her again......

When my older brother died. We were prepared for it, but the full impact of the loss is hard to be prepared for. It made my 2 year old brother (who had the same disability) so depressed he refused to eat, which made the time even sadder.