Hey Pandas, Who Needs Advice?

heya im back wassup anyway so im not good at talking loud which i have to do for the play but thats not the point point is i need tips for learning how to use body language to convey emotion im terrible at that kind of thing and i need to do it more for my role because im supposed to get married(in the play) and idk how to convey the excitedness of it

so i have this friend at church, she was the first church friend i made when we started going during this past summer. no one at this church knows i'm gay/ace/nb (except for one person who doesn't go that much anymore) and they all call me by my deadname including this friend. i want to tell her since we'll be going to the same high school next year and she's going to find out at some point, but i'm scared and i don't know how to tell her. she keeps assuming when i tell her that i have a crush that it's a guy, and keeps talking about "when you have a boyfriend blahblah..." and earlier when we were hanging out we were listening to a song and she said "you should dance to this song with your husband at your wedding". at another point we were talking and the conversation topic went on to being gay and she said "i don't care if someone is gay but i will be sure to let them know that i like BOYS" and that's what made me afraid to tell her. cause i was actually gonna tell her that day but that changed my mind. after she said that she asked if i was gay (i dress and act so gay idk how she can't tell) and i said no very quietly. ik i don't owe it to her or anyone to come out to them but i know eventually i need to, preferably before school starts next year especially if i decide to go by bee at my new school. sorry this is so long but helppp

I met my current boyfriend about a month ago and we've gotten really close, but I've been worrying about how I'm gonna tell him abt my mental health problems. I tend to go up and down (multiple people think I might have bipolar and I've been putting off asking my therapist) and he met me in one of the up periods, but I'm going rapidly down. I'm worried that he's going to break up with me once I hit a low point because even I know I'm difficult when things get bad. I want to tell him but I have no idea how to approach him about it or tackle the subject.

okay so i have play im in during late april but ive never done a play before and i dont like crowds (why am i doing this?) anyway ive performed in front of people before (with the mayor present) but this time im actually nervous and im confused ive realized as typing that this is more of a rant then a needing advise post so comment if you want i guess

Do I keep trolling?
Before you even start, this has been very good for my mental health, and funny. I find it very nice, and I dont want to stop, and probably wont, but give me your honest thoughts

"but if you want a genuine answer maybe stop trolling like a prick and just do funny stuff, then maybe you won’t get banned all the time"
Dont call me a prick, and I thinks its funny. This did not help at all, please do better

"you wanted advice, you got advice 🤷🏽‍♀️"
Its not even advice...
Thats what I was syaing