This is just what I do as a de-escalation tactic for myself. I learned how to roll and develop my own film in highschool. I can't do that now, so I dink around with my camera on my phone, while trying to get better in a place that ruined suicide prevention, but thrives on recidivism, relapse, and revictimisation. So I find the silver lining and beauty in it. In my bipolar manically depressed world, while trying to not become the statistics and trying to save it.
