Is There A Fight You've Gotten Into Where You Lost Control And It Was Up To Your Adrenaline To Finish/Stop It?

I got into a fight with a boy at my high school. He was basically new. He acted like he owned the place. He was showing dominance. He came and sat by me to talk to someone over there. I already have social anxiety. I said to my friend, Pearl that he reminded me of someone on my bus. She asked if it was a guy named Caden. I said yes. I said I hated the way he acted to her. The new boy grabbed my bag of doritos and started opening them. In my defense, I ripped the bag from him with chips flying out on the table and slapped him with them. Then I tried cleaning up the chips but I threw a couple on his plate. He said "you do that again and you'll end up in a ditch." I said "You do that again and you'll have a black eye and ripped out hair and then I'll be in the ditch laughing." I sat in silence shaking. My adrenaline does that to me. I get really nervous and angry and shaky when i have adrenaline in me. I lost my appetite and went to another table to tell the story to my other good friend, Bella.

Yes, I was bullied as a kid. One morning my dad sat me down and said I had to defend myself. It was time I would stick up to a boy who kept bullying and hitting me.
That morning the boy kicked me and it was like some switch was pulled. I kicked and hit him until someone pulled me off him. It scared me and I am a bit ashamed of that. Its not like me to lose control. It never happend again. I wasn't bullied again either though.