i wasnt growing up with my father and i used to get bullied in school, which wasnt too bad at first, since i still had a friend to talk about my problems.
well so he knew all about my father and stuff. anyways at some point he betrayed me and started bullying me too. i was good in tanking it, so i went to school, pretended everything was okay when i was home, so my mom who was working two underpaid jobs wouldn't have to worry about my s**t too
yata yata i know this is boring but it is important for the answer:
when i came home after a nice day of getting beaten up and spat on, i saw the answer machine blinking and went to check it, the message was something like this(i deleted it directly after hearing so my mom wouldnt find out, thats why i dont remember the exact wording):
“hi chiron, its me *name of my father*, your father… why did you cry in school today, you little bi**h, you cried louder than when i raped your mom, you f**king pu**y a** german s**t, tonorrow we are gonna f**k you up again *group laughter*”
well since i had only known my dad briefly, i wouldnt recognise his voice and at first i thought he wanted to connect to me, but with the insults, they couldn't hide their turkish accents and i realized really fast what was happening, but it didnt matter, the turks got their goal, making me cry like a little bi**h again and hating my life even more.
well my only solace was, that my mother didnt have to hear those disturbing things being said about her.
well so he knew all about my father and stuff. anyways at some point he betrayed me and started bullying me too. i was good in tanking it, so i went to school, pretended everything was okay when i was home, so my mom who was working two underpaid jobs wouldn't have to worry about my s**t too
yata yata i know this is boring but it is important for the answer:
when i came home after a nice day of getting beaten up and spat on, i saw the answer machine blinking and went to check it, the message was something like this(i deleted it directly after hearing so my mom wouldnt find out, thats why i dont remember the exact wording):
“hi chiron, its me *name of my father*, your father… why did you cry in school today, you little bi**h, you cried louder than when i raped your mom, you f**king pu**y a** german s**t, tonorrow we are gonna f**k you up again *group laughter*”
well since i had only known my dad briefly, i wouldnt recognise his voice and at first i thought he wanted to connect to me, but with the insults, they couldn't hide their turkish accents and i realized really fast what was happening, but it didnt matter, the turks got their goal, making me cry like a little bi**h again and hating my life even more.
well my only solace was, that my mother didnt have to hear those disturbing things being said about her.