I have a job. 22. Parents depend on me for income. Still not allowed to go out.
I'm depressed and I want to end my life.
Because of the pandemic our business got stopped and we had to go online so I had to take all the photos, and upload them online. The income from this online business is what keeps us alive right now.
I recently got a job and I want to invest in our business to make it bigger so I decided to get a product photographer that I would go to for pictures so that I could promote it when December comes. Now the problem is, my parents won't allow me to go alone even though I'm 22 and they depend on me for money.
Why am I not allowed to get the freedom I deserve? When I was in high school and wanted to go out, they said I could do whatever I want if I had a job and finished education. But now what? Should I run away and stay with my boyfriend?
I RAN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so FREE but guilty at the same time because they kept on telling me that I'm leaving them because they're poor and I would stay if they were rich. Dad ended up slapping me and telling me he would end me out of anger. My mom told me I was disrespectful and I have a bad personality, I FEEL SO BAD and I've been overthinking if I should have done that and if I'm a bad daughter but my mental health can't take it anymore!!!
I'm depressed and I want to end my life.
Because of the pandemic our business got stopped and we had to go online so I had to take all the photos, and upload them online. The income from this online business is what keeps us alive right now.
I recently got a job and I want to invest in our business to make it bigger so I decided to get a product photographer that I would go to for pictures so that I could promote it when December comes. Now the problem is, my parents won't allow me to go alone even though I'm 22 and they depend on me for money.
Why am I not allowed to get the freedom I deserve? When I was in high school and wanted to go out, they said I could do whatever I want if I had a job and finished education. But now what? Should I run away and stay with my boyfriend?
I RAN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so FREE but guilty at the same time because they kept on telling me that I'm leaving them because they're poor and I would stay if they were rich. Dad ended up slapping me and telling me he would end me out of anger. My mom told me I was disrespectful and I have a bad personality, I FEEL SO BAD and I've been overthinking if I should have done that and if I'm a bad daughter but my mental health can't take it anymore!!!