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I’m not proud to admit this but I actually cut myself on purpose because I was having a mental breakdown. And now I feel like I want to do it again, but I made a promise to my boyfriend that I wouldn’t do that again.

I’ve been acting immature for far too long, it’s time to finally grow up and stop acting like a child. It’s time to be more responsible and accountable. No more pranks, no more toilet humour, and definitely no more throwing tantrums like a toddler.

a bit of a rant here sorry lol

So since around last week I've fallen into the damning hole called writers block. for NO REASON at all, my brain has decided THIS is what throws me into endless procrastination, increased anxiety, and just heightened emotions so I'm tired and pissed for no reason every. single. day. I want to write soooo badly and I need to learn how to write poetry for poetry slam next Tuesday. I really just can't do ANYTHING right now and it's increasing my anxiety as all of my tests are coming up: Core Subject Finals, Poetry slam, Shark tank pitch (mock shark tank for social studies), a French trip to assess oral skills (im really glad that my school got us some student discount/group discount on this because I probably couldn't have gone otherwise), ABRSM piano practical, mock art exhibition for art class...

im reaaaaally sorry that this was such a rant, I just needed to get this off my chest.

To everybody and anybody else who is struggling with anything at all, whether its a really small or really big thing: you are loved and I support you! Have a lovely day everyone.

This is kind of random but am I the only person who feels bad/corrects myself when I misgender someone in my head? And who seems to say tons more words in my internal monologue than out loud? 🫠