Since most of time I'm working, I don't have a time to walk in the streets and take pictures, anyways this wasn't exactly my style and people I was taking pictures of always were complaining: "make me slimmer", "make me beautiful", "I look ugly", "show me what you've got", "take this profile - not that", "send me immediately" and that made me uncomfortable.
Last one year I've started taking selfies: I'm creating themes, outfits, makeup, setting camera on tripod and remote in my hands, which I always trying to hide, this is where I'm finding enormous satisfaction and meditation. I don't have model proportions or height but I've regret body shaming and learned how I look best in pictures, I've created my poses which makes me look better, outfits which suits me best and I can say, I definitely look better in photos as much as I want to look in real life, but this is a life I live in, even I can't change myself in reality I'm happy with my hobby. Sometimes when I have few free hours I'm bemusing at thrift shops with hope to find perfect peace for pictures, or buying few rolls of wallpaper to make my background different, few little things are completely changing photo session themes.
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